goodnight

my grandpa is gone........ i want to cry.... i need to cry..... but i've already cried so much that there are no tears left... i can't even think... i feel completely drained like i slowly lost everything inside of me with every tear i cried.... i tell myself that i'm fine... i tell my friends i'm fine... i guess it hasn't really sunk in yet.... but once it does the tears will come again and i'll cry till i have nothing left..... but for now i must sleep......