goodnight

my grandpa is gone........ i want to cry.... i need to cry..... but i've already cried so much that there are no tears left... i can't even think... i feel completely drained like i slowly lost everything inside of me with every tear i cried.... i tell myself that i'm fine... i tell my friends i'm fine... i guess it hasn't really sunk in yet.... but once it does the tears will come again and i'll cry till i have nothing left..... but for now i must sleep......

Summer Fun!

here is some pics from this Summer!

Kelsey, Ella, Christina and I!! <3

Aunt Judy and I!!

Katie, Elisa and I!! tickle attack!!

Me, Naomi, Ella, Marissa and Kelsey!!

Bekah and I!!

Bekah, Me, Viktoria and Karisia!! :)

Me with my sis Karisia!! <3

Elisa and I!!

Alton Bible Softball team 2014!!!

Elisa and I!

Me and Karisia line dancing at the fair!!

Christina, Me and Ella doing colorguard!!

Christina and I!!! BFF's!! <3

Me, Viktoria and Christina!!

Viktoria and I!!!

watching labor day fireworks! 2014

Karisia, Viktoria and I!!

Elisa and I!! we ate smurfs!!!! Lol

Elisa and Viktoria watching Frozen!!

Scotty fell asleep with Elsa!! awww!!

my favorite twin Scotty and I!!

Me and my favorite Viktoria!!

had some fun trying masks on at walmart!!

Goodbye Summer!!

Wow! I can't believe that it is already September!! This year has gone by so fast! it seems like just yesterday we had our first softball game and now we have already played our last game!! I have had the best summer!! i just want to thank God for some awesome friends that i made this year and for a great softball season and the BEST team!!! And I thank God for sending the Hoskins family into my life! they have been the best friends i could ask for!! Karisia is amazing, she is funny, beautiful, and she is always there for me when i need someone to talk to or just someone to hang out with!! Scot..... well he is really crazy, but he is a great big brother!! and i know that he will be there for me if i need him..... especially when i need someone to make me laugh!! Logan, he's crazy! Lol and all he wants is my pocket knife!! Xander, well he is my "creepy boyfriend" he now calls me his Aunt! :) Elisa, she is crazy just like her dad!! Viktoria, the cutest 3 year old ever!!!

we had the best softball team this year! we won ALL our regular season games and lost the championship games! but we still got ice cream after every game!!
our team was
Coach (mr.kilts)
Pastor Ford
Mrs.Ford
Courtney
Caleb
Josh
Brandon
Luke
Cole
Justin
Jason
Scot
Kaylee (me)
Christina

Brandon's Graduation Slideshow

Lifewalk 2014

Christina, Me and Bekah!

                                       

Micaiah and Keegan!

Me and Katie

Aunt Judy and I

Me and Ella!

Kealyn and I!!

 

Isaac and Justin!!

Christina and I (before facepaint)

Christina and I (after facepaint)

Had a great time at Lifewalk this year!!

I'm Not Alone!!

"You're Not Alone"

I searched for love when the night came and it closed in
I was alone, but You found me where I was hiding
And now I'll never ever be the same
It was the sweetest voice that called my name, saying

You're not alone for I am here
Let me wipe away your every fear
My love, I've never left your side
I have seen you through the darkest night
And I'm the One who's loved you all your life
All your life

You cry yourself to sleep
Cause the hurt is real and the pain cuts deep
All hope seems lost with heartache your closest friend
And everyone else long gone
You've had to face the music on your own
But there is a sweeter song that calls you home, saying

You're not alone for I am here
Let me wipe away your every tear
My love, I've never left your side
I have seen you through the darkest night
And I'm the One who's loved you all your life
All your life

Faithful and true forever
My love will carry you

You're not alone for I, I am here
Let me wipe away your every fear
My love, I've never left your side
I have seen you through the darkest night
Your darkest night
And I'm the One who's loved you all your life
All your life

The Cross - Billy Graham's Message To America